I weep

I weep for the sins I knowingly commit. I feel unworthy of God's blessings.

I just got done praying and reading the Gospel. After my prayer I felt uplifted and blessed. The key to this is to be honest and trustworthy. I need Heavenly Father's blessings and help to manage this load I carry. The voices are telling me to stop and that I am a filthy man. They say that God cannot possibly love me. I will try. I will try harder.

Margaret and Kyle do not believe the church will help me. I will prove them wrong. I believe the church is true. I believe that Joseph Smith was a prophet. I believe that there's is a prophet today that leads and educates me. I believe that one day this addiction will not be important and that the gulit I carry will be lifted.

I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ...Amen.