Diligently

I am diligent in my quest to find some peace. I mean peace in my head. I have been going to church every Sunday except one. I feel good about the progress of that. I had a nice chat with the bishop last Sunday. He was very encouraging.

I gave in to my addiction yesterday and today. I feel like I'm weak because of it. I have overcome addictions before and I realize that it may take some time for me to stop all together.

I feel good today. The voices are quiet and he music is nowhere. AH the peace and quiet of our "fortress of solitude."

Peace,

Dave

my selfishness

In one of the talks yesterday the Brother spoke about how pornography is addictive.
I am addicted. I am selfish in that. I am doing spirtual harm to myself and harming Margaret and I's marriage. I love my wife I truly do. I have to be honest about what I am doing. I do not want to harm her or me. I will battle this addiction. I WILL!!